2021.10.23 18:29 NoSeaweed785 Malu Trevejo shake her nice ass viral video
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2021.10.23 18:29 _Liftyee_ [PC] Dell Poweredge R420 LFF - 2xE5-2430 v2, 128GB DDR3
Bought this server from here a while ago. However, it's pretty loud (being a 1U). Wondering how much I could get for it in case I wanted to up/sidegrade to a R720 2U server. Any ideas?
Specs: 2*E5-2430 V2 CPUs 128GB 2Rx4 (6*16GB) PC3L-10600R PERC H710 Mini RAID Card iDRAC Enterprise license 4 3.5" drive slots
It has a single WD Red Pro 4TB drive and an old 512GB SSD right now, but I'm probably going to keep the drives. The second PCI riser is the wrong one but it doesn't affect anything I'm using.
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2021.10.23 18:29 Firefoxexplorer I was always told these were panic attacks and it never seemed right. Is this what PNES is like for you guys too?
I just discovered PNES and I think it finally answers these experiences I've been wondering about for years. Can you guys tell me if this sounds like something you relate to?
I've always wondered about is this response I seem to have when I get to this point of overwhelm and my brain "breaks". It's always been triggered during periods of prolonged stress and extreme guilt in unhealthy relationships, and will get triggered by something seemingly minor at the time. I have been told it's some kind of panic attack by docs, nurses, a therapist but I never have felt like that actually fits at all. It seems like the opposite of a panic attack to me- it feels like my heart and breathing all slow and I just become still and I escape everything for a while and dissociate from everything and everyone fully. It kind of builds up slowly or suddenly into this period where I can't move at all or feel anything, can last for an hour or many and it takes me a few days to recover after. I go into a trance and stare blankly at nothing and can barely communicate- usually just very basic things in a strange, monotone voice that isn't me and is apparently super creepy. I would swear I don't even blink for hours but I don't actually know if that's possible (?) I feel paralyzed and small and don't know what to do with myself and i'm extremely calm at the same time. I can never tell if I'm afraid to move, unwilling to move, or if I physically can't move. It's almost a welcome relief because all my emotions and thoughts just stop completely, but it can be objectively scary, especially the first time it happened. It's only happened about 4 times over the last 4 or so years, and I've learned that guilt and shame are my biggest triggers.
The very first time it happened I had a sensation before it started where I suddenly felt physically high and light-headed and like the room was moving, like when you smoke too much weed, although I hadn't done any. (i'm not into weed or any non-medical drug use for myself). Knowing I hadn't done drugs and shouldn't randomly feel high, I freaked out and I was convinced my brain was bleeding or I had eaten something poisoned and was about to die and I started freaking out at my parents to call an ambulance. Then within a couple minutes I sat and went into that frozen, calm state that I described earlier, afraid to move because I still thought I was dying and waited for them to come. When the paramedics came they said they didn't know what it was but it didn't seem like panic attacks they usually respond to and whatever body stats they measured were abnormal. They took me to the hospital, I was frozen in my position and they had to lift me and wheel me in. I was frozen at the hospital for hours and then they gave me drugs to relax me and did brain scans and tests and didn't find any issues so they sent me home with some antidepressants and said it was probably a panic attack (which I've always been confused about). The antidepressants actually work really well for me and I've been on and off the same ones ever since. Whenever I've experienced this kind of shut down again I have always been on a break from those meds. So luckily, I think they help me a lot and I'm glad I went to that hospital. All other other times this happened it was less sudden and I recognized the feeling coming so I wasn't as scared and confused. Usually it's more distressing to the person I am with at the time because it's concerning to witness, or they are someone who thinks I am faking and need to snap out of it (couple bad relationships). I've never known how to explain it, and never understood it myself and only just today learned about these non-epileptic seizures. It seems so much more accurate than panic attacks to me which I always felt wrong identifying it with. I think I have even had some mild panic attacks before but they were sweaty, hyperventilating, panicky things that only lasted a few minutes. Those also don't seem to happen when I am medicated. I always think the PNES(?) experience I have seems like how some animals must feel when they are in imminent danger and they freeze and "play dead".
Is this similar to any of what you guys experience?
I'm also wondering if anyone else who experiences this relates to having a bad memory through their life. I don't remember events from my past very well, good or bad. I don't trust feelings I had from. Childhood to now and tend to think I've made stuff up because I can't remember details. I feel really disconnected and hateful of my past self, even though it's not like I have done really bad things. I'm finding it hard doing therapy and working through the roots of my issues when I genuinely don't remember or trust anything from before now, and I feel like it's not part of me at all. I have been working hard on myself for a while and trying to reconnect all aspects of who I am and be understanding and I am making progress but the memory issue is a huge pain for me. My mind just goes so weird and blank even with neutral and very simple things I should be able to recall.
For some reason all of this feels related. I think I shut out parts of me and my feelings and memories really efficiently all the time, and when I go into this frozen state it feels like EVERYTHING shuts down at once.
Sorry that's so long! I appreciate anyone sharing their experiences/input 💜
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2021.10.23 18:29 throwbag2 I want to talk to him.
I want to ask for the information; I want to know what happened. He’s been blocked for days and I’m not sure whether to unblock him or not.
At this point I miss so much I’d take him back.
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2021.10.23 18:29 AdAccomplished3536 If anyone wants these three lmk! Will do 12$ plus shipping or trade all 3 for any 1 squish any size if you’d rather do that 🤗I got them the other day and paid $7.99 each at Cracker Barrel but just don’t like the minis as much. Haven’t left the capsule!
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2021.10.23 18:29 ananovanews Afghan Bird Saved By French Ambassador Will Only Say Bonjour To Women
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2021.10.23 18:29 __nzt48__ Limping leg, wait 2 weeks until vet visit, or emergency care now?
I apologize that I should post this question, where similar questions were already posted so many times throughout the years.
Today, I observed my 8-month cat limping his right front leg. I clearly see that the leg is swollen, and quickly put it away when I touch the swollen part.
He loves climbing trees and occasionally goes outside (only within the area where I can see him inside), so he jumps from some heights very often.
While limping, he tried to act normally, still jumping around and running, so I keep making him stay still and keep the environment quiet, helping him sleep. I immediately called the vet, but the earliest appointment is November 6, which is two weeks from now.
I am especially concerned because of the articles I read on the internet saying, if they starting limping suddenly and the leg is swollen it may be a serious issue.
I know it is not possible to get a good answer here just by posting, but would love to hear about some experience. Would this serious enough to go to a emergency clinic? Do I need to wait 1~2 days?
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2021.10.23 18:29 XXV2000 117%ed arach FT
2021.10.23 18:29 Responsible_Pay_6013 Guy Fieri and Shark Boy have the same hair cut…
2021.10.23 18:29 Sllooaannee litter training
my 3 rats are pooping where they eat, but they also use their litter box, the breeder i got them from said they were fully litter trained so i don’t know why they’re constantly pooping on their platform. does anyone have any suggestions on what i can do to fix this?
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2021.10.23 18:29 fowden2 Miscellania [Help]
Hi! I've just completed the two quests associated with Miscellania and was wondering what the best way to manage the kingdom is. What's the best way to make money from it? Is it even worth upkeeping? Do the king and queen ever get married?
I know you can put money in the coffers, my budget is 5m, I'm not sure what's ideal.
I do also have 100% approval, the people love me :)
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2021.10.23 18:29 alystair Pumpkin Surprise Boxes not appearing in inventory, can't be opened
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2021.10.23 18:29 LOLRECONLOL Starland - Set Times
2021.10.23 18:29 AjaIsHere [WDYWT] just some casual street look (sry for the bad quality foto)
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2021.10.23 18:29 lambunctious What was your reaction to this?
Oh Il-nam during the Red Light, Green Light game
When watching for the first time, did anyone else think that Oh Il-nam smiling joyously during the Red Light, Green Light game was suspicious? We know at the end of the series why, of course, but when I first saw this scene, I assumed the Old Man was confused and senile and not realizing the seriousness of the game. Re-watching this scene again, I love how you can tell that the Old Man is completely aware of what's going on and how he so confidently starts moving to the finish line before everyone else.
I'm curious to know how you guys reacted to this and what your thoughts at the time were.
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2021.10.23 18:29 myrmekochoria Lewis Hine, Construction of Empire State Building, 1930
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2021.10.23 18:29 ThatAceJase When you mess up how do you not get yourself down?
I messed up with the leveling system in my game and my Pcs have dramatically spiked in power due to gaining so much xp but i never divided evenly amongst the party. I want to talk to the group and tell them we might have to restart, and mainly because they're already way more powerful than i intended for them to be and we've only played five sessions. As a newer game master I've learned to talk to your players about issues with the game, but I've never had an issue this problematic and it's my fault, so i kinda did it to myself. Any suggestions on how to overcome this mistake?
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2021.10.23 18:29 jabba_the_hut92 Martian Base concept with a SpaceX Starship. Source @thesheetztweetz on Twitter
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2021.10.23 18:29 contrejo People that followed through on the extended warranty call... What's your story?
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2021.10.23 18:29 Comic-Sams123 I'm a bit late but here is a twitter post from Ross
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2021.10.23 18:29 regian24 why is 6 scared of 7?
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2021.10.23 18:29 DragonflyFearless536 Saturday work selfie
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2021.10.23 18:29 12poundsofnutmeg Australian mask mandate policy based on academic misconduct